Can We Just?

Be Still.

It's a hard concept for me that it's possibly possible to actually relax once in awhile. Maybe take a seat, watch a few episodes of RHOBH? Do I know how to sit? Probably not. Have a real hard time catching onto that one. My whole life night has been my best friend. It's when I would read (and read and read), or draw, or look up sad stories on vimeo and cry myself to sleep. Either way, the goth side of me comes out when the sun goes down. Me and nighttime have a pretty good thing going. It's when I get most things accomplished and it's when my brain really starts grinding some gears (hence the art projects at 3 am). I start getting into really deep questions that I ask myself (and the google toolbar) and could stay up for hours learning about things I never would've known before. I don't know why i'm not tired now. I woke up at 7:30 today and haven't stopped going since then. But when my pointer finger finds its way over to the spiritual side of all things internet. I. Get. Lost. Or...found, should I say? I could spend hours just looking and learning and watching all things gospel related. It really does just calm me down, mellow me out, center me...so really it's like yoga for my soul. Yeah. That. So while going through the Gilbert temple the other week, I snapped some pictures. Researched about the temple, how long it took, who was involved, how much it cost. All that jazz. SO appreciative and grateful for temples and for the blessings that come along with attending. The church is a powerful and amazing thing that is the rod for me in these trying times. How grateful I am to know of a place where i'm able to be sealed to my future family and to already be sealed to my present family. Such a grateful girl over here right now at 2:05 in the morning. 

No Wrong Ideas

It's not Thursday, so I can't cleverly title this post, "Thorwback Thursday" original huh? But here's a throwback anyway. 14 minutes of the stuff that makes people great. 

Feel Good Inc.

Puberty, Love Ya Man.

There's times when I really question how I had friends in my pre-teen years (note: the xhilaration target halter top that you KNOW I worshiped. Smash's speedo does the job nicely as well.) Through it all, Ash has been one of my number one girls that has loved me through all my phases. NOW SHE'S GETTING MARRIED?! Wiggidy Wack. Can't even believe it's right around the corner. Friday was her bridal shower and we all got to see her get spoiled rotten, which is never a bad thing in my opinion. So to commemorate our 10+ years of friendship, here's some eye candy for you all. Please be my friend still.

 Smash, thanks for being a lesbian sister wife for the past 10 years with me! I love you!